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[20 Nov 2005|08:16am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | "Soul meets body" - - Deathcab for Cutie ] [20 Nov 2005|08:06am] Its been a while... I didnt go to school but for only 3 days this week:] I had a funeral to go to Wednesday, and Thursday i left during lunch because i didnt feel all that great. Anyways. . . Friday: :              Went to school and had an ass load of make-up work to do. I went home with mara & we got ready and went to the SHS gamee, which was really fun && were goin to the d o m e . . but i think everybody knew that;D Anyways, after the game her mom picked us up & we went back to her house & we watched sweet home alabama but i fell asleep like on the first 5 min;] Saturday: :                Mara's cat woke me up, haha & we watched TV & just chilled around the house. Then Mama came & got me & we went to my aunts surprise b-day party, it was pretty much boring, except i played w/ my to little cousins & taught em how to do flips;] hehe it was fun. Then my aunt said that over christmas break if i baby sat them she would give me 100 dollars a week, so i was like HECK YES I'LL DO IT. haha:-p Anyways after the party we came back to my house & i got ready & all that & went to the movies & saw Harry Potter;]..it was kinda good but it was confusing & i even read the dang book...but anyways the movie showed in the new part that they just built & it looks too pimp. anyways, mama picked me up & i watched TV & fell asleep on the couch.. Sunday : :                Just woke up, bout to go to church ;]   I L O V E Y O U. 10Write.

I* love the lyrics *& the song.. [16 Nov 2005|01:58pm] So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in a war, For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here. "Wish you were here" - - Pink Floyd 2Write.

[01 Nov 2005|04:03pm] I hate boys. & thats all there is to it. :]   Leave me some comments b/c i SERIOUSLY need them.<3 18Write.

Homecomingg:D && Mara's [29 Oct 2005|09:46pm] Friday Went to School.. Then i went home for a min & took a shower & all that, then went to Merle Norman & got my make-up done & mama bout me some new make-up that i desperately needed b/c SOMEBODY broke me other compact;]. -Then, went back home & got dressed & dropped my stuff off at Mara's House. -Went to the SHS Homecoming Game & stood in the long ass line & finally got in & talked to everybodyyy :D & then we went into the student sectionnn. Funn. After the game me & julia waited on Ross & Brian to get out of the locker rooms or w/e & we talked to them for a lil then they went back into the locker room & got dressed, then they came out & mama took us to Applebees.(she already took mara, casey, austin, ashley, blair, & tyler & this was her second trip:-p) We ate at applebeess it was tooo much funnn:] Me, mara, ross, tyler, julia, casey & brian sat together, and everyone else that was left sat behind us. `--oh yeah, and julia informed me that it was me her brian & ross.s two month anni. :-p--* ..Then mara's mom came & got us.. When we got to mara.s we pretty much passed out right when we got home & went to sleep;] Saturday When we woke up we just layed around till it was timee to go to her aunts hay ride thingie We went to her aunts hay ride thingie it was SO much funn, especially the lil hay ride part, it was like a haunted hay ride i guess you could say cuz it went thru these scary scenes & stuff, and omg there were these lil girls talkin bout, now were in the ozone, omg me & mara were trippin outtt:-p Then we left & mara.s mom took me home so now im here;] ..I had fun mara, i love you :]   I had fun w/ everyone this weekend. I love ya'll:] 7Write.

2nd Period. . [24 Oct 2005|10:32am] [ music | Guymel talkinnnn. ] I'm in Second Period w/ nothinggg to do. & i havent updated in a while & my last entry was pointless so yeah. ..   Everyone have a great day!:-p I L o V e Y o U. 7Write.

[21 Oct 2005|03:17pm] [ mood | im gon' be mf sad soon..WATCH. ] OKAY. theres too much drama`--gahdangitman  goin on because of this one certain person & its really gettin outta hand but WHATEVERRRR. just okay PRAY FOR ME;]                                                     `---please & thankyou. anyways i love you:D 9Write.

[11 Oct 2005|03:30pm] [ music | The Best of Me - - The Starting Line ] Hey Kids.   I was just  gonna let ya`'ll know that i prolly aint gonna do LJ for a while or w/e b/c i dono i jus dont do it anymore;]   . . .oh yeah & if your goin to tha fair thurs. lemme know;] .. .. jus cuz i wanna know who's goin then:-p haha okay:] well im gonee laterr<3 ILoveYa'll;] &hearts; 7Write.

[08 Oct 2005|12:10pm] OMGAH--I JUST TYPED A REALLY LONG ENTRY & IT JUST DELETED!=-0 `----i aint retypin that man..hell no. haha so this is gonna be short & sweet . . .    Y E S T E R D A Y - -   Yesterday i went to mara's house & tyler was there & we watched How to Deal & stuff. Then we got ready & we were gonna go to the daily grindd but we decided not too b/c blair called & wanted us to go to the movies. So we went to the movies & saw FlightPlan. We didnt even see blair there.:-p haha . . but flightplan was pretty good. Then mama came && i came homee & watched tv/got on the computer & went to bed.     T O D A Y : : - - : : Woke up & got on the computer & julia wanted me to go to the GSU game w// her so she could see brian buti couldnt go because i had to go out to eat w/ some family that came down from Florida, so that was kind of boring. I pretty much just played w/ my food & listened to my dad talkin. . .he tripsss me outt. lord knows:-p haha. OMG we saw evan & donovan before we went to eat & evan came up to our car & was talkin to mama & daddy & all of us & we had ziggy w/ us (our lil baby squirrel:-p) & evan was like does he bite? & my dad was like maybee & evan reached out to pet him & ziggy JUMPED ON HIM & evan started screamin OMGGG It was tooooooo freaken funny! haha wheww wheeee. Okay anywayss i d k what im doin tonight so ill update laterrr. MuchLove. 8Write.

[06 Oct 2005|10:28am] OH YES. RiCH TEXT WoRKS.:D okay anyways:] i`'m bored as heckkk. im in 2nd periodd & i get a free day caz i finished my lil questions yesterday 8) Okay i was just gonna say . .     I LOVE YOUU && HAVE A GREAT DAY:] `---if you read this before school ends;] 17Write.

[05 Oct 2005|04:06pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | `'Stairway to Heavan`' - - Led Zeppelin 8) ] aHhH. . . my rich text dont work man wtf okay anyways Todayy was good=) got ready for school & all that & mama dropped me off at ashleys & we went to school & talked to everyone in the gymm. 1st. Watched the Costa Rico Video . . were takin a trip there..i hope to god i can go;] & then talked to everyonee:] 2nd. BORING. Checked my e`'mail & did this chapter review stuff. she changed our seating chart so i dont sit by guy ( my bestest buddy) anymore:-/ but i doooo sit by Katie & Mariah. 3rd. Dressed out & stretched & played basketball. WE played gocha & guess who won? - - MEEE - - 8) WHO'S GOOD? haha jk Lunch. talked to everyonee=) 4th. ME & quita sangg i`'m sprung likeee it was too funny;] & i talked to her & stevieee. 5th. Took the exam. i did pretty good=) Then talked to Justin, Dametrias . . they bring me & julia our drugs;] & Juliaa & Brian 6th. Mostly just talked to Caitlin & Mariah 7th. OMG. i love that class:D These black guys were singin that vanessa carlton song.. "Makin' my way downtown Walkin' fast Faces pass and I'm homebound .. & then they would go.. DUN NUNNA NUNNNA NUH NUNNAHH & all this omg me & mara were trippin outtt 8) & my bestest bud guy was gettin in a fight w/ this lezbo mexican. haha too funny:D AFter that i met up w/ everyone at there lockers & then mama picked me up & we went to the orthodontics office & IM GETTIN MY BRACES OFF NEXT MONTH:D...heck yesssss Then we walked next door the the daily grind & i gotta frozen cappucinoo. yummyy. then we went to krystals &&& NOW IM HERE.:] Comment if you love me . . . b/c i know i love you:] 11Write.

[03 Oct 2005|05:43pm] i saw this in about 3094834 ppls livejournal a while back sOoO. . . FILL IT OUT.♥ What if: [1] I committed suicide: [2] I said I liked you: [3] I kissed you: [4] I lived next door to you: [5] I started smoking: [6] I stole something: [7] I was hospitalized: [8] I ran away from home: [9] I got into a fight and you weren't there: What do you think about my: [1] Personality: [2] Eyes: [3] Hair: [4] Clothes: [5] Attitude: Other: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you marry me? [13] Emotionally, what stands out? [14] Do you wish I was cooler? [15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [17] Am I loveable? [18] How long have you known me? [19] Describe me in one word. [20] What was your first impression? [21] Do you still think that way about me now? [22] What do you think my weakness is? [23] Do you think I'll get married? [24] What about me makes you happy? [25] What about me makes you sad? [26] What reminds you of me? [27] What's something you would change about me? [28] How well do you know me? [29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [30] What was it? [31] Are we close? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? PO-LEASE fill this out.alright THANKS:] Lovee<3 20Write.

[30 Sep 2005|03:25pm] We were playin a game today in 7th period & the other team kept gittin it right && ME && Mara were on a team together && we were gettin em right but nobody would shutup so we gotta point taken away. Mara; ; "UGH, BITCHES" . . in the hallway. . ME; ; Mannn, they were talkin to...we were just....louder Mara; ; that's because were CRUNK ahhhh mara trips me tha freak outttt. ----*yall had to of been there;]   Okay anyways. . . IM NOT DOING A DANG THING UNDER THA SUN . . . . . . but mara'`s stayin tha night with me tomorrow.. we gonna get it CRUNK;] hahahaha   wellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll bye♥ 19Write.

[29 Sep 2005|08:41pm] YA'`LL GOTTA READ THIS! . . tHE bOY ; ; tHE gIRL 10th Grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. she was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, black hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. she said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. she was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. she asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. she looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night After everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her gown and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another guy. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". she said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! "I wish I did too..." I thought to my self, and I cried. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Don't hold back how you feel about someone. No matter what it is you should tell them because one day you might regret not telling them. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Alright. . . Comment ♥ 7Write.

[27 Sep 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Get Well Soon - - Reggie & The Full Effects ] Okay so i went back to my old layout because... I LOVE IT. hehe Well these past few days i have actually been busy! LIke omg can you believe it? haha - - Well we didnt have school so that kicked ass. . Well over the weekend / / Mon Tues I ... - - Friday - - . * Went to the SHS Gamee & mostly hung out wiht Mary Josh & Zak a lil bit. It was too much funn!!!:] - - Saturday - - .* Went on a church trip to Savannah, & omg i was pretty bored i had like nobody to talk to!.. *. Got back around 7:30-8 & raced home & got ready & went to tha 9 o`'clock movies with Ross, Ash, & Luke..we went to see The Corpses Bride & it wasnt all that good - - Sunday - - .* Went to church & Longhornss *. Then came home & just layed around then picked Ashley up & went to church later on for Youth but like nobody was there so it was kinna boring but..yeah:-p - - Monday - - .* Just layed around & acted lazy then ashley asked for me to spend the night so i did & it was too much funn!:] - - Tuesday - - .*Went to tha Mall with Ash, Ross, & Luke. Then ross had to leave for football practice, & after that Me Ash & Luke went to tha movies & saw Just Like Heaven . . . now THAT is a good movie! *. Then mama dropped ash & kaitlin off & then we came homee & that brings me here:] kk. Comment . . ♥ 12Write.

[22 Sep 2005|07:00pm] - - Yesterday - - Went to school & i dont think anything happened that i just HAVE to put in here.:-p - After school i went to tha doctors office. Ash came with mee:] - Thenn mama dropped me & ash off at FBC for Impactt. It was really fun but zak got coke in my hair..ugh:-p - Then i came home & got on aol & talked to some ppl. . then i went to bed;] - - Today - - Went to school & once again i dont think anything happened:-p Thenn i came home for a bit & then got ready to go to the JV Game. ..Went to tha JV game & met up with Juliaa. (I love herrr!)..Then Lydia camee & we all just hung out:] . . After tha game me & julia talked to ross & brian then mama came & she dropped julia off at her dadsd office & then i came home & now im on tha computer talkin to morgan, rob , justin & TuTu. Alraght. later.. iloveross:] 11Write.

7th period.. [22 Sep 2005|02:30pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | GUY TALKING:D;] ] Okay im really bored & in 7th period;]... I WAS JUST GONNA SAY... ...COMMENT:] k<3 I`ll do a better update later on when i get back from the JV Game today.. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ 3Write.

[19 Sep 2005|03:23pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | `The Ghost of You` - - My Chemical Romance ] OMG. I`m Updating:D that means i took time out of my BUSY schedule & did this thang;]..that meanss COMMENT. kk:D..have a nice day;] Okay anyways.... ThISs WHOLE weekend i have been bored out of my damn mind!..i was gonna do somethin but like..all my plans got messed up so yeah;] Well Saturday i woke up & all that & got ready & went to this really boring family reunion. all that is on my dads side of the family is OLD PEOPLE. i was about to go INSANE. Omgah. Then i came home & all that & i was gonna go to the movies but somethin happened so i couldnt. So i just sat around the house & rode the golf*cart with dixie. & thats pretty much all i did that day. Sunday was just as boring. K iwas gonna go to the mall but somethin happened with that too;]. So instead i went to my cousins b`day party..he turned 3 & that was boring too, but he.s a cutie:D. OKAY. . . *&* this is why i dont update because as you can see ^^ THAT IS SOME BORING SHIT ^^ hehe. alrighty. thats all fer now LoveToYa.<3 12Write.

[13 Sep 2005|05:39pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | `Where angels fell` - Stutterfly [yes, i <3 this song.. ] ♥im in Love with you♥ These past few days have been boringggggg. ..Just been goin to school & whatnott. [{DUH}] Well today..    --I went to school & then home with Ashleyy so i could do this outline for science because for some reason my printer wont work?..ghetto thing... ---then mama picked me up & we went to fordams{sp?}... ----noww i`m heree;]   ii. know thats not a good update but i cant remember anything ive done these past few dayss!..i needa start writin everything downn;]..but anywayss commentTHANKS♥   10Write.

[09 Sep 2005|05:30pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | `Where Angels Fell` - Stutterfly ]                                                         kk. So i got a new Layoutt...it`s kinna plain but idk i like it:D                                                         comment && tell me if you like it too;]  Okay Anyways,                     Today was Okayy                     Went to Schoool..ehh it was great fun..cant wait till monday. NoTt.                      Mama picked me, ash, && spencer up && took spencer && ash                      to Ash`s Housee. After that Ii. Mostly talked on tha phonee. Mara                      is spendin tha nightt tonightt. Heck Yes...but Pray for me. she`ss--*                      WILD. haha JK:D && tomorrow were goin to tha mall && theeee                      Moviess. I really wanna see that Emily Rose Moviee. but Anywayss                      I`m boutta go && help julia with her LiveJournal. kk Later. [xoxox] LoveToYa.:]       comment.<3 8Write.

[07 Sep 2005|08:44pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | `Ramble on` - Led Zeppelin ] Ehh...well of course i cant remember anything that has really happened these past few days. Dammn itt. im so stoopid:D --*Today -*went to school --*Stayed after to work on a project in tha library with Mara & Ashley. ---*came homee & watched TV & got on heree ----*went to churchh              - Evan threw a jolly rancher at me and i have a bruise on my back now.                  -Great job evan;] -----*Came homee..got in tha showerrr -------*noww i`m on aol talkin to ash,ross,justin,& Sarah. Yeah i know that aint much of an update butt YA KNOW. kk. comment. later.<3 6Write.

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